Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Is there something wrong when I hate society as a whole?

Imagine sitting alone when you are over 30 years old. Not seeing any family member, because it inconveniences you. Not buying anything when you are rather wealthy, because you doubt you would use any of it. Looking at a relationship with others as a waste of time. Wearing the same 10 outfits for over 3 years. Not buying even boots, when they are over 3 years old. Thinking of almost everything in a very black and white manner. Examples 'Church is the best con scam that has been going on for years'. Insurance 'pay us for protection' if I could use my best mafia accent I would. Health insurance, pay a regular fee for the 'in case I get sick' then when you do you get the 'oh you got sick bill'. My lifestyle I sit in a recliner chair with a computer and let the time pass. I go to work, eat, sleep and generally dislike the thought that what I do is governed by others beliefs of what they think is right. If I do not follow all the regulations then it's unlawful. Yet what gives anyone the right to judge what is right or wrong if it's in my own home? Yet there are so many laws and stipulations that nothing you can do can go with out judgement. Thus when these judgements are pushed upon me in the form of laws. Only more rage develops as now my own freedom of sitting alone, in my own home is being invaded upon. Sense of pleasure for me comes in sense of learning something new. Science is a very int resting topic and seeing and learning is 'Real'. Wasting time with social activities or social behavor is a waste of time. My lack of caring about anything physical is taken beyond a extreme. I only care about 'raw' knowledge. I do not even care to know people's names to the extent of even forgetting the majority of my family members existence. Then I find myself asking this question 'is there something wrong when I hate society as a whole?' We waste so much time with these social standards as a society when it means absolutely nothing in the eyes 'mother nature' as only a few basic facts will hold true. People will be born, eat, sleep, have sex, piss and **** and continue their small meaningless cycles. While getting caught up in a sense of a 'society' that is meaningless.

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